Distractions for Daniel F.

i see sunshine. shadows flitting on the ground. flashing of monitors. unclean hands. papers everywhere.

i hear cars rushing. i hate that noise now. the fridge humming. mens oafish yelling.

i smell bitter smells. cigarette smoke. soap. washed hair. salt stained skin.

i type on everything. comment on everything. force myself outside.

i need distractions.

i need distractions.

but it doesn't drown one thing.

... Why wasn't i there for you.